MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone before I go off! :D to malaysia! Although I am abit sad when I know that I cant celebrate my christmas in singapore AGAIN! But I think I will have fun there. Well not really that fun. LING you know one ahhhhhhhhh :( shall not think of her anymore! So I was wanting to post my short hair pictured but you see I am so lazy to take and plug in the cable and bla bla bla! Heh heh!
So goodbye! I will be back on the 28th! :D still need to see the factory monster (irritated face) ARGHHHHHH!!
Well I am back. Went for chalet. Lazy to elaborate. Some things make me damn moody! Fuck man! All thanks to the factory monster I got a good lashing from my mother! Fuck you man! I wasnt the only one laughing! And I was only laughing I didnt speak much! Is that wrong? You don't dare to say the other one? (you know who I am hinting at!) FUCKKKKK YOU MAN!!!!!!!!!! I am so gonna give you face from the starting of monday! Ccb! Make me kanna scold for nothing all thanks to you!! Mother fucking bitch!! If wasnt for my mum I already fuck you upside down! Nnb! Big ass women!! I am going to tolerate you! Ta ma de!
Well my hair is no longer long anymore! :D But when I mean not long it is really very very very very very short! Like a guys hair -.- LOL! Haha! Ok gonna pack my things for the malaysia trip! Tomorrow I wont be free cause I am going chalet! Yayness! Haha! Then working half day on 23rd which means I will start work at 12.30pm! :D Then I will be off to malaysia on 24th to 27th! Sure many people will be shock to see my hair! Haha!
my mum is gonna be back soon~ scared. If she screams at me is normal. If she doesn't you guys can go buy toto, 4D, horse and whatever sure get first prize. Heh.
I am so emotional now that I just have to come and blog. Blame it on me that I just put you inside my heart without asking your permissions. Now it is hurting me :( seeing all those things. Thinking of you even when you are not around me. From the beginning you are not destined to be mine. You are hers. I will forever remember the day where you called me when it was just right after my work, crying on the phone asking me to meet you. I should have reject this meeting right from the start. Your head on my shoulders, your tears making my shirt wet. All these were the memories with you. Until now I still remember it. Maybe you have already forgotten about it already but I didn't. Friends are telling me that you are not worth my tears, not worth me waiting for you since she is the only one you love. But if I could really forget you easily I wont be so miserable. You were the one I loved so much. You were the one making me smile to the phone upon seeing your text messages. You never failed to make my day. I was hoping that you will be mine one day. But it is impossible, I know because every inch of your heart belongs to her. Putting you down is so hard. I can't stop thinking about you whenever I am alone. I am such a loser. I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! For making my life so miserable. But seeing you sad over her makes me hurt too. Now that you have found another one I feel happy for you. I shall sit at the corner and wait for you to look at me once more and notice that there was this person waiting for you whenever you need her.
Oh on top are the courses that I have choosen :D click to enlarge and see ya! Heh heh. Gonna get real busy from the starting of next week. Let me list it out for you ya!
1) My friend is holding a chalet from 22nd-24th. So 24th I have to go malaysia so I can only stay until te 23rd.
2) If I have to go for the chalet that means I have to start packing my laguage like now already -.-
3) I still have to work! I will only reach home at 7plus. So its lessening the time that I have for packing.
4) I don't know if I can go for the chalet because of my mum -.- well because I went into ITE.
Aint I a busy women? I always wonder why the fun things have to crash together. It is like making me make a choice between this and that. You can't go for both. What the hell man. Ohhh I will sure be enjoying at malaysia while my working partners have to pluck out those capsules! (evil grins) haha ok just joking don't angry alright! Later going to Teng Hui's birthday BBQ! Will come back with pictures!
Yo I am back to posting. Yes no pictures again! Dun complain! Haha! I haven't been going out recently. I am working like a full timer -.- well at least saturday & sunday there is no work. Heh. Oh and Por See Hian stop being so sad alright! It hurts my heart when I see you like that. Cause I can understand your feelings ya! :D Cheer up! My lame jokes will be waiting for you~ see you on the 24th! I wanna hear your story! I am not kay po, because I care for you. Haha!
Ok so I am starting to miss xian already D: she went to malaysia and I can only see her on the 24th. Sad! Heh I bet I will have fun with you and Hian at malaysia! Although you wont be seeing this! Lol! And I miss Mai Xue Yin like fuck toooo!! I cannot wait to see you! Heh heh! I miss so many people. Like hua xin like that. Haha! And lastly I am gonna miss my secondary school mates! We have been together for 4 years. And congrats on some which have promoted to sec 5! :D Must meet up occasionally ok!! Dun always not free!
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